Aka, you have not ruined anyone's life! Put down the alcohol and come to your senses... You are the best person I've ever known or I wouldn't have put you so close to my heart for so many years, forsaking all the false friends I've had. You're not setting a good example for anyone like this, and I'm bawling my eyes out just from thinking you feel that way about yourself. So I get it now, what you feel when I get suicidal, because you mean so much to me that I can't bear the thought of you feeling this way about yourself and it damages some deep part of myself to know it.
Get some rest. Clear your thoughts. I just don't want to see you hurting any more over this than you have to, and I know it will hurt, especially all the months you'll both have to spend still together as you pay things off. Rather weird that this post comes right after the one about Payday Loans, since you're the friend who uses them, but I can't take much more of this.
And Tso? The thing about days? You could have just been direct and asked me if I'd stay your friend since I'm the only mutual friend in this divorce, you didn't have to skirt around it. Obviously you only have the few hours off each week, and I had told Aka I didn't plan on cutting you out of my life. Gryphon is sad right now, and I have my own responsibilities now that he's in more advanced Hei Lin Wushu, but I will make sure to see you as well on Thursday before we hit X-Files and you leave for work.
